Mom, why cant I be your best friend ?
Mom, why can't I be your best friend ? I have no idea how was your life look like, we don't really have deep conversation about it. It's not like I don't wanna know or curious about you, it's just we are not that close. It's sad; I know. It has been like that since I was a kid, I have no idea how to start a conversation with you. There is a big wall between us, or is it just how we communicate ? Back then when I was a kid, I thought you were so mean to me. There were times when I needed you the most but you were not there for me. There were times when I need you to be soft and gentle to me, but you never did. It made me think that maybe you don't like me ? Your cold reactions and aggressive behaviour made me think couple of times to approach you or even talk about anything. Cause I know you are not in my side, and I felt left alone. I wanna have a good relationship with you, going on girls date, be open about ...
