Her

Throughout her life, 

She has been alone. 

She has a family, 

but her childhood was tough. 

Most of the time she figured things out by herself. 

she does things alone, talking and playing alone. 

no one has ever asked how she felt. 

what she wanted in life. 

she loves to hug but no one has offered her a hug. 

she hugged herself most of the time. 

she is trying so hard to be kind, to be a good girl. 

so everyone will be proud of her and 

she thought life is unfair but she's always grateful for everything she had. 

people said "The more you be grateful the more blessings you will get" 

she believes that. 

I feel bad for her. 

Cause she has to find love outside, in the street, anywhere. 

she's desperate to feel loved and to be important in someone's life. 

She felt in love to the wrong guys couple of times. 

some of them treated her so bad, and used her as a temporary place. 

she loves passionately,

she could lose herself in the middle of it, but find herself back.

she's almost 30 now, and still stuck in her childhood. 

she is the loneliest girl in the crowd. 

I don't know how, but she's really good at hiding it. 

people think she's so good at everything, 

She is exhausted, but she does not want to give up on life. 

she has to keep going...

she wants to find a reason to live.