I want to move on but I don't know how

     

I want to move on but I don't know how. 

I want to stop loving you, I want to release all my feelings towards you.

It's difficult and it's so fricking hard.

I've tried everything to get distracted and move on with my life. 

But I always come back, but we always come back. 

We keep going on the same circle for the past one year, it's exhausted and confusing. 

You both know that you love each other, but somehow things are so complicated. 

I've tried to let him go, to let him choose his life over me. 

but here I am, Im not completely letting him go. 

I still wait for the miracle to happen to us, to me. 

If he's not the one, I wish someone else will do.

I have not seen anyone else loving me the way he did. 

He is the love that I cant forget. 

and my feelings for him is the truest I can feel. 

I want to move on, but I don't know how.